the joy of experiencing always comes with the ache of remembering.

tangina yan, can it not??

i hate when my mind plays tricks and games, like stop overthinking and rethinking ma’am you are TIRED.

i need a new hyper fixation soon, or a lover, or bad habits just to get my mind off of things.

every year

on my birthday

i make the same wish

…to heal from the things i don’t talk about

And when I fall in love,

I hope he loves to read what I write.

idk how many ‘‘everything happens for a reason’’ i have left in me

had a good cry with ai

(fuck me)

i feel like a rotten banana

the avoidant in me is starting to win. should i let her?

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